Things are going pretty good now. I am really looking forward for spring and summer, mostly because Layla will be walking and probably saying some real words by then!And our Honeymoon is coming up!And I plan to spend a lot of time with the horses this season!I want to do cow penning and some local shows!I will probably do the team penning with Cinnamon and more showing for both english and western with Laudie,as she seems to enjoy it more! We are going up to Port Colborne again tomorrow, inlaws are still in Czech. I look forward to staying there more this season as well!Will train up Godiva as Ive been wanting to, and it'd be more fun for Layla to be on a farm,not in an apartment. I really miss the farm and just living in the country is definitly more for me!Live and learn :) And I am learning,that sometimes,you can go back, and there is sometimes a chance to change things for the better, as long as others cooperate.
I've been letting Layla have the occasional 'pony ride' on Laudie or Cinnamon!She absolutely LOVES it now!Shes so happy,and giggles and the last she was out on Laudie,she leaned over and gave Laudie a big hug!!!It was SOOO CUTE!...yes,this melts my heart and really makes me happy if she happens to love horses like I do. If she doesn't thats okay too.But I guess I really like to have the ones I love involved on something I am so passionate about!As it also makes it easier to be able to fully enjoy it and put more time into it. Mike isnt really into the horses, which sucks and I admit,slightly disapointing... But I wont force it and just accept that it's not his thing.
Layla loves the guitar too,so she may learn how to play guitar or piano someday,and horseback ride :) Im terrible,as Im already wanting to get her a pony.But I think I will only have that happen when shes old enough to understand it all and really really wants one,she will have to work for it.In the mean time,Cinny and Laudie she can play around on. :)
Im also very happy as Im doing so well in school so far!Im getting 100% in business management! =D yay me!!I was on honor role before in business.I really like the course and it's one of my favourite teachers too!! :) He keeps me on top of things and I always feel more confident and motivated in his classes.A really good teacher he is.
Gosh,in just a few months,Layla will be turning 1 years old!!! =o She gets cuter and cuter though!And is more fun,especially the stage shes at now!She really really loves piggyback rides!She knows when she can have one too,as I will sit down on the floor,and turn my back to her and she will crawl up so fast and stand up,cling onto my back and start to giggle and squirm for me to get moving!ahaha!Love her so much!Best baby girl ever!I dont really care to have more kids at this point though.Im more than happy with just Layla,but she probably would like a sibling.She very rarely gets the chance to interact with other kids,and has never gotten to with one around her age.Sure would be interesting though!!!
Ok,well I think I am going to go to sleep!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Today
It has been a nice day today!I got to sleep in a bit too!! =] I did chores when I got up,and started to prepare a stew to be ready by dinner time. My grandma sent me a stew recipe of my great grandmas =D It took for hours to bake in the oven,but it was really easy to make! Tomorrow I plan to make a roast beef :) Hopefully it'll turn out, Im not much for meat,I prefer just veggie meals though!During the day we just hung out at home, and I was amused by my Betta fish =P so funny,he tries to attack his reflection in the mirror! He seems like a happy fish so far!
Mike just went out to hang out with his friends tonight. Which is nice, as he needs time to himself too and socialize!So I hope he enjoys himself! :) I dont mind, it's just me and Layla tonight!So far shes sitting in her play chair,watching some cartoons. I didnt want her crawling around everywhere right after dinner =P Let her tummy settle first! I will put in some horse movies in a bit, not sure which one yet, and probably will give Layla a bath =) I stayed up until like 4am last night,texting my sister while she was doing a night shift!haha!I thought Id keep her some company =) And since I knew it was Mikes turn to get up in the morning,thought I could sleep in and rest. I feel very content and happy today =)
Another snow storm came unexpectedly today! So I dont think I will be going riding anytime soon. But I have another cold anyways...
Well, I shall blog again later =)
Mike just went out to hang out with his friends tonight. Which is nice, as he needs time to himself too and socialize!So I hope he enjoys himself! :) I dont mind, it's just me and Layla tonight!So far shes sitting in her play chair,watching some cartoons. I didnt want her crawling around everywhere right after dinner =P Let her tummy settle first! I will put in some horse movies in a bit, not sure which one yet, and probably will give Layla a bath =) I stayed up until like 4am last night,texting my sister while she was doing a night shift!haha!I thought Id keep her some company =) And since I knew it was Mikes turn to get up in the morning,thought I could sleep in and rest. I feel very content and happy today =)
Another snow storm came unexpectedly today! So I dont think I will be going riding anytime soon. But I have another cold anyways...
Well, I shall blog again later =)
Friday, February 4, 2011
Another blog
Just a random thought, that I'd like to eventually do some decorating of our place. Like painting the walls,put some colour in!As beige is such a blah colour... too neutral.. and would like to get more paintings on the walls,and better shelving, as I dont like the shelf we have now, its very long,which takes up room,and Layla can reach up onto it. Mike isnt really into the decorating, which kinda sucks. If we ever got a house, he wouldnt ''make it our own'', it'd be left the way it was day we get it,until Id make the changes happen =P
I plan to make a nice meal tonight, debating upon beef stew or roast beef... although, I just realized, I dont have a casarol dish =/ Two of them we had broke,and the last one I have is too small and no lid with it... I guess time to invest on one.
Debating about the honeymoon thing... Not sure if I want to even leave Layla here. I dont really trust leaving her behind without me with her so young still.. I would trust her with my sister or even my grandparents,but I dont think my grandparents would want to babysit..seemed they dont seem thrilled if we are to go on a honeymoon either..not sure why,but thats the impression I had anyway.. Seems no one Im close to is very fond of Mike... I know he can be a bit thick headed and apparently his attitude and puts off to be rude, but he says to me he dont think he is that way and sure dont mean to be..
A lot of snow came past day or so, it looks pretty but it sucks as I cant really go riding! At least I got to ride Cinnamon over the weekend and on Tuesday right before the storm came. Was nice how I got to go out on the trails,and this time had Barley come along!
Im debating on going out tonight, as I havent gone out in a while, but we'll see. It's unlikely my friends will be going out. But maybe I can just go and meet new people, as that is normally what I do when I go out with friends, I endup venturing the club on my own and meeting new people. But most who are at the clubs/bars are interested on just making another friend,especially to a married person... =/ But I have made a few friends from a club.
Being back in KW hasnt been as great as I figured it would... most of our group of friends have parted.. and seems finances were better when we had the farm, especiall through the winter time. Oh well, kinda just taking things day by day and hope it will work out..
I plan to make a nice meal tonight, debating upon beef stew or roast beef... although, I just realized, I dont have a casarol dish =/ Two of them we had broke,and the last one I have is too small and no lid with it... I guess time to invest on one.
Debating about the honeymoon thing... Not sure if I want to even leave Layla here. I dont really trust leaving her behind without me with her so young still.. I would trust her with my sister or even my grandparents,but I dont think my grandparents would want to babysit..seemed they dont seem thrilled if we are to go on a honeymoon either..not sure why,but thats the impression I had anyway.. Seems no one Im close to is very fond of Mike... I know he can be a bit thick headed and apparently his attitude and puts off to be rude, but he says to me he dont think he is that way and sure dont mean to be..
A lot of snow came past day or so, it looks pretty but it sucks as I cant really go riding! At least I got to ride Cinnamon over the weekend and on Tuesday right before the storm came. Was nice how I got to go out on the trails,and this time had Barley come along!
Im debating on going out tonight, as I havent gone out in a while, but we'll see. It's unlikely my friends will be going out. But maybe I can just go and meet new people, as that is normally what I do when I go out with friends, I endup venturing the club on my own and meeting new people. But most who are at the clubs/bars are interested on just making another friend,especially to a married person... =/ But I have made a few friends from a club.
Being back in KW hasnt been as great as I figured it would... most of our group of friends have parted.. and seems finances were better when we had the farm, especiall through the winter time. Oh well, kinda just taking things day by day and hope it will work out..
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Memory Box.


Was looking through some old photos and report cards from when I was little!But the funniest thing was my Journals and Diarys. =P Im glad I kept a diary,because it's fun to randomly look back and read what had happened,but because it was more personal than a blog,I really put my heart out on paper.But I was just a kid,so it was just funny the things I'd day.And wow,I sure didnt know how to spell!haha!Mike and I were giggling quite a bit over it. =P One thing Im really happy about is how one of my best friends from way back when,is still a close friend of mine today!Shes so great,and easy to talk to and always fun to be around.Shes not judgemental and gives me positive outlook on things, and she is so darn smart!Apparently we used to be enemies..I didnt like her at first,because she was ''stealling'' my best friend!aha!So I got jealous...But then I accepted her,and so I had TWO best friends ;) ahaha. So much great things happened at our school,Harold W. Wagner. We were all pretty darn upset when they made that dumb school,Lester B. Pearson, and changed Harold W. Wagner into a french school =( Really sucked...
I also wrote about life at home,like my sisters, all the pets I had and random adventures!I remember things so clearly,but I guess it didnt happen THAT long ago for me to forget yet ;P
So fun being a kid, I wish I could be a kid all over again =P Way more fun!aha!
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Being Sick Sucks!
Well, I went to my doctor today, had to get an xray done. Good chance I have pneumonia. Im starting to feel worse as the days go by,its going on 4 weeks with this.. Hopefully I can recover sooner than later. I just hope Layla or Mike do not get it. Im taking precaution when I cough, and wash my hands a lot.I always had washed my hands frequently though.
I miss the horses,but I cant be outside for very long and the dust particles in a barn,sure wont help my lungs... =(
I miss the horses,but I cant be outside for very long and the dust particles in a barn,sure wont help my lungs... =(
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Thoughts.
I have so much I want to say to my dad. It's on my mind all the time. My view on things have changed dramatically... I never thought I'd see the day where I'd step down and admit that I was at fault and was wrong on things.. It is time I do the right thing, and the sooner the better. I'm not expecting anything great to happen out of it, but I just want to let him know what I think and how I really feel now. I have grown up and my daughter has taught me so much. Layla has really opened my eyes, given me a different perspective on particular things in life. Im thankful for that, because I have some hope that someday things will be better.
Today :)
I cut my hair today!My bangs anyway, as I am keeping my nice long hair =) It turned out really good!I used to always have straight cut bangs,but wanted to follow everyone elses style with the side bangs back in the day =P It's always refreshing and nice to change up hair style. Sometimes just makes me feel refreshed! I never go to hair dresser... Im too cheap!! LOL. But I find hair dressers never do it the way I'd like it anyways.I've been doing it myself the past like 5 years now,and I havent messed it up badly, luckily. Although, its just hair,will grow back!
Went to the barn this evening again. =) Layla was content,so I was able to groom Cinnamon and Laudie. Also mucked their stalls. We werent out as long today though, because I didnt bother going in the paddock trying to catch Laudie.. Just waited until the gait was opened for them to go into the barn. So I haltered her when she got into the barn and walked her in her stall. Mike dont really like going out to the barn so often, but he does it for me at least. Otherwise, we wouldnt do anything at all... The barn is nice, get to be outside in the freshair, and it's good for Layla as well =) Although, Layla seems to like the mall more than the barn, but thats probably because there is more bright lights and things to look at, colourful things. haha.
I really have to crack down on my assignments/summative... not many days left to get it all done.. sigh.. I never liked school.. but Im so close, I have to get this finished, otherwise I would have wasted so much time!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
My night.
Went to the barn again this evening. Its been really nice being able to go there every evening. I just mucked stalls, and groomed the horses, included my friends horse, while Mike walked Layla around the barn. Laudie has been trouble to catch recently, some days are good and some days are bad, but seems to be more bad than good!I dont know why or what has gotten into her.. as she has never been this way before. But I hope I can regain her trust and she will allow me to just walk up to her while shes in the field.
I watched The Social Network movie tonight with Mike... It was good! Amazes me how lucky the guy is who created facebook!Facebook is way too addictive though!
I was supposed to have finished an assignment today, but instead, I took a break. As I had spent so much time on other assignments and didnt get marks that I had aimed for, whcih pisses me off,because teachers always seem to find a way to deduct marks. Guess I will have a long day tomorrow...
Well, I guess I should get some rest now...
I watched The Social Network movie tonight with Mike... It was good! Amazes me how lucky the guy is who created facebook!Facebook is way too addictive though!
I was supposed to have finished an assignment today, but instead, I took a break. As I had spent so much time on other assignments and didnt get marks that I had aimed for, whcih pisses me off,because teachers always seem to find a way to deduct marks. Guess I will have a long day tomorrow...
Well, I guess I should get some rest now...
Monday, January 10, 2011
It's up & it's down. =)
Things are going well again, life is just up and down, and it'll probably be that way for a long time ahead, just have to deal with it and keep pushing on! :)
I've been really enjoying being able to go to the barn and see my horses everyday!I have to put Laudie in her stall myself, because she bolts into it,and hurts herself. So it's just best that I put her in myself, as she hasnt gotten hurt yet when I do it. I've also been tryng to get further on my assignments, at least trying to get one or two done each day, but it's tricky trying to balance school when I have to take care of Layla. Im finding that the newborn stage was the easiest =P Excluding the part where they wake up every couple hours through the night. Layla is full of energy now!She just wants to explore everything!haha!It's pretty amazing though, how much changes in only a few months. I've been hearing her say daa daa a lot! But I dont think she really knows what it means or how to use it, right now its just baby gabbing really. Although, it's quite obvious that it'd be her first word, as she's already saying it, just needs to learn how to use it. haha.
I'm not sure where I will get a job yet, but I need to apply just somewhere right close by. Hopefully will get lucky.
Yesterday at the barn, my good friend Kirstie came out too. So we played around on Cinnamon, let her practice her balancing while on the lunge line. Was pretty fun! I rode a bit too, and she got some pictures! I hadnt had action shots while riding Cinny in a long time. I always enjoy winter riding. With the snow and when the sun is its brightest, those are the best days!I may try to show this year, as I've never gone to a show nor been in one!Which is quite sad, the fact I've been riding for a long time now.
Darn it, I have a cough again... Hopefully wont last long or pass onto Layla..
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Marriage
Does it ever take a lot to make a marriage work. My dreams to have a happy family,a house,and just be comfortable with life.
I think men are too blank minded, while women pay attention to too much detail. It will take time to get off of the bumpy stone road.. I am willing to try, but Mikes definitly taking some face plants! I want to make it a success, but sometimes just come to my wits end and need a breather.I think we need more time doing activities together.But yeah, we will work through it,and I hope for the best.
I think men are too blank minded, while women pay attention to too much detail. It will take time to get off of the bumpy stone road.. I am willing to try, but Mikes definitly taking some face plants! I want to make it a success, but sometimes just come to my wits end and need a breather.I think we need more time doing activities together.But yeah, we will work through it,and I hope for the best.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Today.
Well, as always, Im forgiving, but I never forget. I dont like to hold a grudge or be upset about something for that long...So even though Mike messed up, I
Todays Mikes 24th birthday, didnt do anything too big, as it's hard to be able to go out when we got Layla, and cant spend much. We went out for a late lunch with Mikes family, and had a cake.
I should probably start applying for a job soon, hopefully I'll get lucky,and get one right closeby.
Todays Mikes 24th birthday, didnt do anything too big, as it's hard to be able to go out when we got Layla, and cant spend much. We went out for a late lunch with Mikes family, and had a cake.
I should probably start applying for a job soon, hopefully I'll get lucky,and get one right closeby.
Friday, December 31, 2010
A lonesome NewYears Eve..
Yup, he would leave me alone for New Years.... =S
...I said it's fine,that he can go out. But he spoiled the mood for spending time together, as he was contemplating on going out with friends and his brother to drink and celebrate New Years... Secretly, I was looking forward to this night. I was going to make a nice homecooked meal for us, candles,and champaign,movies... cuddling up on the couch and chatting. But he kept asking me if I care if he goes out... Well, I preferred him making that choice on his own, in my opinion, he should not have even asked such a thing.. The way I saw it, he was saying ''So, would you mind if I leave you all alone on NewYears?I want to go party with my brother and friends!?'' He had known well ahead of time what um, ''our'' New Year plans were... So I felt like my idea wasnt satisfying enough for him... so why bother, I dont want to be the nagging wife, saying what he can and cannot do. I hate when he puts it as if Im the one his friends or brother have to ask if he can have a smoke!!PFFFT!That makes me look like as if Im the bitch, I always respond, dont ask me, not my choice..
But anyways....I was smiling when he was putting on his jacket... I was hiding my smile though... Why would I smile?.. It was more of a disbelief sort of smile.. He even could sense I was bit upset he was leaving, he said hes sorry,that he loves me,that he'd call me wish me happy new years...but it was more like, BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH from what I understood =P
And out the door he went... leaving me with a shiver up my spine, and my heart fallin into my stomach.
New Years was never really a huge party event to me though... to me,I grew up where New Years was spent with your family,and some friends maybe. I didnt want to go out for New Years to party,as I have my baby Layla,shes my first priority,and I was content to just spend time with her and Mike at home.It wouldnt have been fun for me dragging her out late at night,and just sitting around trying to stop her from crying,while watching everyone else drinking and having a grand time. And all the other New Years with Mike, I was the host, meaning I had to be responsible for the household,and clean up afterwards,and manage the party,make sure nothing goes wrong.
Maybe this means something, I dont know. I guess it is just another ordinary night really?.... I guess I cant be too surprised, as he didnt do anything for my 19th birthday.
Seriously,not ONE thing, not even breakfast in bed,or a massage or picnic, or horseback riding, .... nothing. He made it up to me for my 20th..only because he knew how upset I had been from my 19th..
Some days... really wish I could go home. Shouldnt have been so stubborn and stupid minded as a teen.. my dad was right, and I had been too thick headed to admit it. Even though he had some faults, I now believe I had most of the faults.
...I said it's fine,that he can go out. But he spoiled the mood for spending time together, as he was contemplating on going out with friends and his brother to drink and celebrate New Years... Secretly, I was looking forward to this night. I was going to make a nice homecooked meal for us, candles,and champaign,movies... cuddling up on the couch and chatting. But he kept asking me if I care if he goes out... Well, I preferred him making that choice on his own, in my opinion, he should not have even asked such a thing.. The way I saw it, he was saying ''So, would you mind if I leave you all alone on NewYears?I want to go party with my brother and friends!?'' He had known well ahead of time what um, ''our'' New Year plans were... So I felt like my idea wasnt satisfying enough for him... so why bother, I dont want to be the nagging wife, saying what he can and cannot do. I hate when he puts it as if Im the one his friends or brother have to ask if he can have a smoke!!PFFFT!That makes me look like as if Im the bitch, I always respond, dont ask me, not my choice..
But anyways....I was smiling when he was putting on his jacket... I was hiding my smile though... Why would I smile?.. It was more of a disbelief sort of smile.. He even could sense I was bit upset he was leaving, he said hes sorry,that he loves me,that he'd call me wish me happy new years...but it was more like, BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH from what I understood =P
And out the door he went... leaving me with a shiver up my spine, and my heart fallin into my stomach.
New Years was never really a huge party event to me though... to me,I grew up where New Years was spent with your family,and some friends maybe. I didnt want to go out for New Years to party,as I have my baby Layla,shes my first priority,and I was content to just spend time with her and Mike at home.It wouldnt have been fun for me dragging her out late at night,and just sitting around trying to stop her from crying,while watching everyone else drinking and having a grand time. And all the other New Years with Mike, I was the host, meaning I had to be responsible for the household,and clean up afterwards,and manage the party,make sure nothing goes wrong.
Maybe this means something, I dont know. I guess it is just another ordinary night really?.... I guess I cant be too surprised, as he didnt do anything for my 19th birthday.
Seriously,not ONE thing, not even breakfast in bed,or a massage or picnic, or horseback riding, .... nothing. He made it up to me for my 20th..only because he knew how upset I had been from my 19th..
Some days... really wish I could go home. Shouldnt have been so stubborn and stupid minded as a teen.. my dad was right, and I had been too thick headed to admit it. Even though he had some faults, I now believe I had most of the faults.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Christmas,come&gone
Christmas has already come and gone!!It was a good Christmas this year, even better as my grandparents are home for the winter, as they usually go to Florida every year.
The year 2010 was a good year for the most part!Layla is already 7 months old. The marriage life is very nice too.
I look forward to the new year!!!May new beginnings & adventures happen =)
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
A late night Blog!
December.Already?!!!?!!Gosh, time is just flying by. Layla is growing everyday, is already 6 months old!Im up late tonight,its 130am... I was finishing up an assignment, as Im much behind on my course, and really have to crack down on it.
So I did not get that job I had the interview for.But that's okay.I was happy enough that they took interest on interviewing me.So I must be somewhat interesting,no? ;)
Shall see what comes my way, I dont feel very pressured just yet on finding a job.As I do not have to work, but I prefer to give it a go over the winter. Mike is not wanting me to, as hes not so sure he can handle taking care of Layla alone all day =P
Things have been really great between Mike & I recently! =) I love him, I just think I get upset and too lonesome with him away so often, and how hes been getting hom at about 7pm due to awful Toronto traffic!But Im always happy he makes it home safely.I worry everyday actually, that he will get to work and come home, safe and sound.. Life is a fragile thing. And I have realized that more and more recently, as I know of too many young friends of mine or even just aquantances, that have passed away recently. Makes me really sad, and cry just hearing the stories!... I worry even more when I know of someone who had epilepsy,seizured during work,and just passed away from the seizure.He was only 23,and had a baby on the way. =( So I just get paranoid something will happen soon to Mike or me. I know you cant live everyday in fear of dying.As thats no way to live!But death crosses my mind the odd time when I look back onto people who have passed away... just makes me all nervous...
I just would be very mad if I passed away in a car accident or something like that. It is one of my biggest fears actually!More so, because I had a friend who died in a car accident plus I have been in two myself.
Mike is a darling, he brought me home my favourite chocolates today when he came home from work!I love it when he does things like that. =) He can be charming when he wants to. I just think he is a bit miserable most of his days since he really dont like his job.. I wish for him to be able to do something he would enjoy someday.. Its just hard right now to have that option when supporting a family. Im glad he does what he does, as I know I couldnt do the type of job and hours he has to do. We both really look forward to the winter, every year actually, because he gets to be home!It is the off season for his job. This makes me love winter the most out of all the seasons!I always miss him when hes away at work... and Im sure Layla does too.. Sometimes Ive given Mike a hard time with random things, and I feel bad about it now. But hey, when you went through a pregnancy and just had a baby,the hormones are all over the place,so moodyness and irritability sets in here and there!heehee!But Ive been trying my best to control my temper!Gosh am I ever short tempered,but Im also easy to bring out of it! =D
This weekend we will be going to Niagara Falls, and visiting the inlaws at the farm. Hopefully they will watch Layla for a while so Mike and I can have some alone time together at the Falls.We rarely get to go on dates, so I really look forward to it. I love Layla though, but I also love Mike and want to keep our marriage strong forever. Hes been that one person who was there for me through thick and thin. When I look at it, kinda wonder how he put up with me sometimes =P But, I guess he can be a bit of a pain the odd time too! ;) haha.
Aw,I just looked around me,and my dogs and cats are sleeping nearby on their beds. =) I love them so much!I think its soo cute how they follow me around,if I go to one spot to relax they follow.
I have not been out riding much these days, but I know I will more often come late winter time. At least I hope so!With Mike being home, kinda get to go out more. I want to do more stuff this winter with Mike and our friends. Such as skating,toboganning on the big heal near our place,skiing,trail rides,random walks to Timmies for hotchocolates,walks through Victoria or Waterloo park to see the Christmas Lights!I find I enjoy winter activities the most!I like being all bundled up,and love to lay in thick pile of white snow at night,looking up to a clear starlit sky!
Mike and I have been asked from quite a few friends and family now, if we will be having another baby!! =O HAH! Okay, well ... secretly... I do want another baby.. But I aint letting Mike know that yet.(he wont know,as he never reads my blogs... ) I want to get my school done first, and try to work for a while,and I REALLY want a honeymoon!
But I do not want to get pregnant middle of winter,as Id die being in a late pregnancy in the hot summer time!I think it will happen when it happens... no plans for it. =P Im kinda done with planning out life.It never will go as planned,and then become all disapointed when dont go my way!So Id rather just be surprised,take life as it comes.Long as I live happily.
Well its quite late now.. I want to go cuddle up to Mike in bed. And dream away. =)
Goodnight!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Job Interview Tomorrow!
So I was looking over job ads on Kijiji today... as I am looking for a job come winter time... so late next month. As Mike will be on the off season, and I do look forward on working again. I would like to get a job in something different yet fun!It can be tough finding a decent job that isnt in retail,constrution or a factory of some sort.That is where education plays a huge role.But I have a good variety and experiences for jobs. I do have confidence, not once I have been turned down from a job I applied for. heehee
So I responded to an ad, for a Receptionist in a Custom Car Showroom!It's called Rockstar Motors Inc.
Seems they took interest in me,as they responded to my email not long after I sent it, and have an interview tomorrow morning.Hope it goes well, and I said Im looking to work starting winter time..So later in December. As Layla is still too young yet to be without me.
So I responded to an ad, for a Receptionist in a Custom Car Showroom!It's called Rockstar Motors Inc.
Seems they took interest in me,as they responded to my email not long after I sent it, and have an interview tomorrow morning.Hope it goes well, and I said Im looking to work starting winter time..So later in December. As Layla is still too young yet to be without me.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Kittens...ugh!
So my cat accidently got outside this past summer,and I always kept her as an indoor cat... I was debating on getting her fixed, but then she ended up pregnant, as she got outside when she was in heat and didnt come back home within a week!soo,she had 4 kittens!My sis took one of them.But the two males drive me insane.When theyre together,they get too rambuncious and excited,and they have been ruining my furniture!Climbing up my curtains,leather couch and chairs...they really irritate me to no end to be honest...I dont like kittens,but Im fine with most cats.As kittens are too playful to my liking I guess.I hope to find a home for the two males, but havent been having much luck on it..No way am I keeping them though.I find one or two cats is more than enough.Im more of a dog person than a cat person too...I dont think it would be so bad if they were seperated. I just dont like when my place is getting ruined from stupid claws of theirs.grrr!!
Mike and I went to St.Louis this evening to talk about things, and my sister babysat Layla for us. =) I guess I should get some sleep, as I went to bed pretty late last night too..
Mike and I went to St.Louis this evening to talk about things, and my sister babysat Layla for us. =) I guess I should get some sleep, as I went to bed pretty late last night too..
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Cus I felt like blogging...
I couldnt sleep... especially when I have so much to think about, and I tend to look back on my memories all too often, where everything seems too fresh in my mind, regardless if it was something that happened 10 years ago! It's not that Im mad about it, I guess it is things that I wish I could have done differently, or maybe some things that I do not understand really today why they happened...
Another thing on my mind...
Sometimes it'd be nice if Mike and I could go out on a date.Just the two of us... to talk, and just I dont know,catch up on eachothers lives really.. as everyday goes by so fast, and we are both usually really busy, and Layla gets most of my attention all the time, so hard for me to pay much attention to Mike...
Regardless, the things that I get a bit down and upset about, most of them are just out of my control. I try and stay positive as best I can. We try and make every bill payment, and Mike supports me and Layla as much as he can, and tries to keep us happy and get us things that we need. Yes, it would probably be somewhat easier if I worked too, but I really do not trust someone else watching Layla... and either way, probably most of my pay would just go towards daycare.
I just wish Mike would think a bit more on wanting to put together something for just the two of us, where Layla could be babysat for a couple hours. Not that I dont want Layla around, but I just feel that we still need to keep our relationship strong and not lose that. Have to still put efford on a relationship, regardless if married or not. I think most marriages endup as a disaster, because some just get lazy, and there is no more spark, no more trying to impress the other. I just dont want that to be us! Our marriage so far has been wonderful, I admit, there have been down times, but that I believe is normal and healthy.But I also hope that there will be more to our lives than where we are at today.. I do not want to just be sitting in our apartment all day long, just me and Layla all the time. I need excitment, which may explain my frequent nights out on the weekends with sister and girl friends. But that's the thing, I also would love it to go out with Mike too. We are young still though, and I hope our education and careers will only improve, so we can make something of ourselves some day.
So I went to this cancer charity party thing last night... and made me think how I would want my friends/family to throw a huge awesome party when I'm gone! I'd hope theyd share plenty of my pictures of my most memorable moments in my life with the ones I love and care about.
Damn it, so my cat had 4 kittens, my sis took one of them home recently.. but there are still 3 left.. not having much luck on finding them homes.. and theyre driving me insane.. because they all love to play with eachother and they climb on everything.. and just make noise at night. Ive never been too much of a cat person... I much prefer dogs!!
Alrighty... well, I guess I shall get to bed...
Another thing on my mind...
Sometimes it'd be nice if Mike and I could go out on a date.Just the two of us... to talk, and just I dont know,catch up on eachothers lives really.. as everyday goes by so fast, and we are both usually really busy, and Layla gets most of my attention all the time, so hard for me to pay much attention to Mike...
Regardless, the things that I get a bit down and upset about, most of them are just out of my control. I try and stay positive as best I can. We try and make every bill payment, and Mike supports me and Layla as much as he can, and tries to keep us happy and get us things that we need. Yes, it would probably be somewhat easier if I worked too, but I really do not trust someone else watching Layla... and either way, probably most of my pay would just go towards daycare.
I just wish Mike would think a bit more on wanting to put together something for just the two of us, where Layla could be babysat for a couple hours. Not that I dont want Layla around, but I just feel that we still need to keep our relationship strong and not lose that. Have to still put efford on a relationship, regardless if married or not. I think most marriages endup as a disaster, because some just get lazy, and there is no more spark, no more trying to impress the other. I just dont want that to be us! Our marriage so far has been wonderful, I admit, there have been down times, but that I believe is normal and healthy.But I also hope that there will be more to our lives than where we are at today.. I do not want to just be sitting in our apartment all day long, just me and Layla all the time. I need excitment, which may explain my frequent nights out on the weekends with sister and girl friends. But that's the thing, I also would love it to go out with Mike too. We are young still though, and I hope our education and careers will only improve, so we can make something of ourselves some day.
So I went to this cancer charity party thing last night... and made me think how I would want my friends/family to throw a huge awesome party when I'm gone! I'd hope theyd share plenty of my pictures of my most memorable moments in my life with the ones I love and care about.
Damn it, so my cat had 4 kittens, my sis took one of them home recently.. but there are still 3 left.. not having much luck on finding them homes.. and theyre driving me insane.. because they all love to play with eachother and they climb on everything.. and just make noise at night. Ive never been too much of a cat person... I much prefer dogs!!
Alrighty... well, I guess I shall get to bed...
Another weekend.
This weekends goin by pretty quick,and Im so behind on my course! =/ Just been pretty busy with other life things!
Today went to the barn,met up with a couple who are interested on riding my horses, and it went really well! I think it'll go really well with them, and they were really great with the horses. As it is important with me that my horses like the people also. =) Im pretty excited about it!
The other boarders at the barn were having fun with Layla as I was teaching my new part boarders =) Layla loves other people, probably because she gets bored seeing my face EVERYDAY!haha! =P
Our car is finally all fixed up too!The company who fixed it did a great job!Plus,they cleaned the inside of the car,and the outside!WHOOHOO!Probably the cleanest I have ever seen the car!haha!I love it!Mike has been letting me practice here and there driving it, but standard aint that easy, but I hope I will get better at it.. I dont usually like things that dont come easily for me to do.. so if I stick with this, then I will be pretty proud if I am good at it eventually!
... I should try get another assignment done.. as now Im going to be 3 weeks behind =/ ughh.. just tough keeping up with it all, as Layla keeps me busy around the clock!
Today went to the barn,met up with a couple who are interested on riding my horses, and it went really well! I think it'll go really well with them, and they were really great with the horses. As it is important with me that my horses like the people also. =) Im pretty excited about it!
The other boarders at the barn were having fun with Layla as I was teaching my new part boarders =) Layla loves other people, probably because she gets bored seeing my face EVERYDAY!haha! =P
Our car is finally all fixed up too!The company who fixed it did a great job!Plus,they cleaned the inside of the car,and the outside!WHOOHOO!Probably the cleanest I have ever seen the car!haha!I love it!Mike has been letting me practice here and there driving it, but standard aint that easy, but I hope I will get better at it.. I dont usually like things that dont come easily for me to do.. so if I stick with this, then I will be pretty proud if I am good at it eventually!
... I should try get another assignment done.. as now Im going to be 3 weeks behind =/ ughh.. just tough keeping up with it all, as Layla keeps me busy around the clock!
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Night out is what it's all about!
A night out in the town is one of my favourite things to do!!I love going dancing at night clubs!Meeting new fun people! =) I always make a few more friends when I go out! Always have a great time! Last night was first time me and my older sister drank together!HAA,was really fun,and hilarious! I sobered up by the end of the night though! We went to this club,DALLAS.Me and my sis rode the mechanical bull!So fun!And I was the life of the dance floor! ;) as usual teehee!
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Today,just another ordinary day...
It's a Thursday,which means tomorrow is Friday...in other words,I have 5 assignments due tomorrow night!!The week has gone by way too fast!!Started my day by going to BlockBuster and returned a movie,then rented another.I have rented over a handful of movies in less than a month now, because I have this deal there for $10 get to rent as much of the ''favourites'' movies as Id like for 30days.Im home all day,and there is never anything good to watch on TV,so movies are nice. The blockbuster is like just down the street from me too, so I walk there in the mornings with the dogs and Layla... When I got home,I made Layla her porage, and she enjoyed that! Then I let her sit in her high chair and she watched me do the dishes..and then made myself scrambled eggs,a toasted english muffin with butter&jam,and a clementine.Was delicious!
This evening Im going to the barn to muck stalls and see my horses. =) Will be one of the highlights of my day!
Sigh... I should really try and do more assignments...
This evening Im going to the barn to muck stalls and see my horses. =) Will be one of the highlights of my day!
Sigh... I should really try and do more assignments...
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