Another blog

Just a random thought, that I'd like to eventually do some decorating of our place. Like painting the walls,put some colour in!As beige is such a blah colour... too neutral.. and would like to get more paintings on the walls,and better shelving, as I dont like the shelf we have now, its very long,which takes up room,and Layla can reach up onto it. Mike isnt really into the decorating, which kinda sucks. If we ever got a house, he wouldnt ''make it our own'', it'd be left the way it was day we get it,until Id make the changes happen =P
I plan to make a nice meal tonight, debating upon beef stew or roast beef... although, I just realized, I dont have a casarol dish =/ Two of them we had broke,and the last one I have is too small and no lid with it... I guess time to invest on one.
Debating about the honeymoon thing... Not sure if I want to even leave Layla here. I dont really trust leaving her behind without me with her so young still.. I would trust her with my sister or even my grandparents,but I dont think my grandparents would want to babysit..seemed they dont seem thrilled if we are to go on a honeymoon either..not sure why,but thats the impression I had anyway.. Seems no one Im close to is very fond of Mike... I know he can be a bit thick headed and apparently his attitude and puts off to be rude, but he says to me he dont think he is that way and sure dont mean to be..

A lot of snow came past day or so, it looks pretty but it sucks as I cant really go riding! At least I got to ride Cinnamon over the weekend and on Tuesday right before the storm came. Was nice how I got to go out on the trails,and this time had Barley come along!

Im debating on going out tonight, as I havent gone out in a while, but we'll see. It's unlikely my friends will be going out. But maybe I can just go and meet new people, as that is normally what I do when I go out with friends, I endup venturing the club on my own and meeting new people. But most who are at the clubs/bars are interested on just making another friend,especially to a married person... =/ But I have made a few friends from a club.

Being back in KW hasnt been as great as I figured it would... most of our group of friends have parted.. and seems finances were better when we had the farm, especiall through the winter time. Oh well, kinda just taking things day by day and hope it will work out..