December.Already?!!!?!!Gosh, time is just flying by. Layla is growing everyday, is already 6 months old!Im up late tonight,its 130am... I was finishing up an assignment, as Im much behind on my course, and really have to crack down on it.
So I did not get that job I had the interview for.But that's okay.I was happy enough that they took interest on interviewing me.So I must be somewhat interesting,no? ;)
Shall see what comes my way, I dont feel very pressured just yet on finding a job.As I do not have to work, but I prefer to give it a go over the winter. Mike is not wanting me to, as hes not so sure he can handle taking care of Layla alone all day =P
Things have been really great between Mike & I recently! =) I love him, I just think I get upset and too lonesome with him away so often, and how hes been getting hom at about 7pm due to awful Toronto traffic!But Im always happy he makes it home safely.I worry everyday actually, that he will get to work and come home, safe and sound.. Life is a fragile thing. And I have realized that more and more recently, as I know of too many young friends of mine or even just aquantances, that have passed away recently. Makes me really sad, and cry just hearing the stories!... I worry even more when I know of someone who had epilepsy,seizured during work,and just passed away from the seizure.He was only 23,and had a baby on the way. =( So I just get paranoid something will happen soon to Mike or me. I know you cant live everyday in fear of dying.As thats no way to live!But death crosses my mind the odd time when I look back onto people who have passed away... just makes me all nervous...
I just would be very mad if I passed away in a car accident or something like that. It is one of my biggest fears actually!More so, because I had a friend who died in a car accident plus I have been in two myself.
Mike is a darling, he brought me home my favourite chocolates today when he came home from work!I love it when he does things like that. =) He can be charming when he wants to. I just think he is a bit miserable most of his days since he really dont like his job.. I wish for him to be able to do something he would enjoy someday.. Its just hard right now to have that option when supporting a family. Im glad he does what he does, as I know I couldnt do the type of job and hours he has to do. We both really look forward to the winter, every year actually, because he gets to be home!It is the off season for his job. This makes me love winter the most out of all the seasons!I always miss him when hes away at work... and Im sure Layla does too.. Sometimes Ive given Mike a hard time with random things, and I feel bad about it now. But hey, when you went through a pregnancy and just had a baby,the hormones are all over the place,so moodyness and irritability sets in here and there!heehee!But Ive been trying my best to control my temper!Gosh am I ever short tempered,but Im also easy to bring out of it! =D
This weekend we will be going to Niagara Falls, and visiting the inlaws at the farm. Hopefully they will watch Layla for a while so Mike and I can have some alone time together at the Falls.We rarely get to go on dates, so I really look forward to it. I love Layla though, but I also love Mike and want to keep our marriage strong forever. Hes been that one person who was there for me through thick and thin. When I look at it, kinda wonder how he put up with me sometimes =P But, I guess he can be a bit of a pain the odd time too! ;) haha.
Aw,I just looked around me,and my dogs and cats are sleeping nearby on their beds. =) I love them so much!I think its soo cute how they follow me around,if I go to one spot to relax they follow.
I have not been out riding much these days, but I know I will more often come late winter time. At least I hope so!With Mike being home, kinda get to go out more. I want to do more stuff this winter with Mike and our friends. Such as skating,toboganning on the big heal near our place,skiing,trail rides,random walks to Timmies for hotchocolates,walks through Victoria or Waterloo park to see the Christmas Lights!I find I enjoy winter activities the most!I like being all bundled up,and love to lay in thick pile of white snow at night,looking up to a clear starlit sky!
Mike and I have been asked from quite a few friends and family now, if we will be having another baby!! =O HAH! Okay, well ... secretly... I do want another baby.. But I aint letting Mike know that yet.(he wont know,as he never reads my blogs... ) I want to get my school done first, and try to work for a while,and I REALLY want a honeymoon!
But I do not want to get pregnant middle of winter,as Id die being in a late pregnancy in the hot summer time!I think it will happen when it happens... no plans for it. =P Im kinda done with planning out life.It never will go as planned,and then become all disapointed when dont go my way!So Id rather just be surprised,take life as it comes.Long as I live happily.
Well its quite late now.. I want to go cuddle up to Mike in bed. And dream away. =)
Goodnight!
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